By admin | August 26, 2009
Sometimes it feels there is nothing in this world save beef, garbage and celebrity fuckers.
By admin | April 30, 2009
From The Starlit Journal:
Deconstructive Critisism 4/15/2003
The reflection is nothing but the shadow,
infused with the decay of every dead dream,
scored with the dull drone from every hollow sigh,
saturated in the light destitute hues of emptyness
is a display on every way a person can be “lost”.
it’s the girl they call “lonliness in a pretty [...]
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By admin | April 29, 2009
This is an utter travesty! The only thing I know how to do is Sepia filtering…and granted it always looks nice, I really need to be skilled at something more.
By admin | April 29, 2009
I was sort of going for that “1920’s Stardust-Glamorized Cybernaut Girl” look when I cut it.
By admin | April 29, 2009
Ten Elementary Schools, Two Middle Schools and Two High Schools. I certainly didn’t have a problem becoming the new kid at school repeatedly. It’s no wonder I was so socially awkward, or why I eventually gave up on making friends as a kid….why they would point and laugh at me for playing tether ball or [...]
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By admin | April 28, 2009
It’s amazing what surprising proverbial time capsules you can find stuck on the internet like the hideous refrigerator magnet that exists only for the sole purpose of one day reminding you of the little things you knew you shouldn’t let [...]
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By admin | April 17, 2009
My stay in San Francisco was marvelous, the stay at Hotel Kabuki a real treat, and meeting Violet Blue a wonderful surprise.
A promise was made this trip which created such a passion to start the rest of my life with a glow about me that was not there previously. Love is quite a miraculous thing [...]
By admin | April 15, 2009
I love escaping reality for a second and running away to an adorable town like San Fransisco. There’s something about that city that breaths such inspiration into me like a geographical muse. You can almost still feel that frenzied, excited surge of hope that fueled the very creation of such a city.
What makes this trip [...]